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i recently had a really weird, angry mood swing lately... and i've been trying to figure out where it came from...
also, just in the last few days, i've been starting to calm down a little...
i doubt that this has anything to do with it, but maybe, i dunno...
i noticed a few weeks ago a bite on my neck. i'm pretty sure it was a spider bite. just recently it started to finally heal up completely, but for the last week or so it's been really red and irritated. i tried not to scratch it, but sometimes i would when i wouldn't consciously think about it. i've had spider bites before, but none like what this one did... maybe just because it was on a tender part of my body, the neck, that it reacted differently... or maybe some of that spider's salivapoisonstuff somehow got into my blood and into the brain and caused some weird chemical reaction that is now receeding.
maybe i'm just full of shit. but i don't know what else could have caused such rage and anger in me... that's just not like me at all... and now i don't feel all those emotions... it seems so sudden.
damnit, why didn't i just get spider abilities?!? *grumble grumble*
also, just in the last few days, i've been starting to calm down a little...
i doubt that this has anything to do with it, but maybe, i dunno...
i noticed a few weeks ago a bite on my neck. i'm pretty sure it was a spider bite. just recently it started to finally heal up completely, but for the last week or so it's been really red and irritated. i tried not to scratch it, but sometimes i would when i wouldn't consciously think about it. i've had spider bites before, but none like what this one did... maybe just because it was on a tender part of my body, the neck, that it reacted differently... or maybe some of that spider's salivapoisonstuff somehow got into my blood and into the brain and caused some weird chemical reaction that is now receeding.
maybe i'm just full of shit. but i don't know what else could have caused such rage and anger in me... that's just not like me at all... and now i don't feel all those emotions... it seems so sudden.
damnit, why didn't i just get spider abilities?!? *grumble grumble*