Mar 02, 2005 20:28
I have a lot of free time now. It feels really good just to be able to relax but I'm sure it will get old. I'm going to go out and see if I can search the hurting job market. Because I need a car. I don't want a car, I NEED a car because when you need something, it's a responsibility. haha I'm an ATHF nerd.
I gave my friend Derek a ride home today, we're supposed to hang out over the weekend which will be fun.
My sister's pink Ipod came in the mail. I peered through the tape of the box and saw a pink box inside and I'm like "yup, that's her Ipod." Perhaps I can be her technical consultant, and help her on her way to a technology oasis.
I've been thinking, and with all the things that have been going on lately, and everything that I've realized lately, I'm becoming less and less concerned with band. I can't say I miss it, a subgrade fine arts program, and a director that has definately been better than the last, but I don't let it control what I do. I still like playing my saxophone, and I still like learning, but I really couldn't give a shit if I can show up my director (done it a couple times) or I'm in all bands possible. Band really doesn't teach you anything. I've walked out of every marching season thinking "wow, that was dramatic and somewhat stupid." I never walked away feeling "oh wow, that was a great accomplishment, I can't wait till next year." You can't say I don't know what I'm talking about, because I've expanded my horizons, and moved beyond.
I've lost my band geekness, and I can't say I'm too sad about it. I was pretty fed up with foot ball games anyways. haha
Well I'm done.