My trip to Kansas

May 22, 2010 02:34

So, I've been back in Kansas for two days now, and am having an okay time. I'll get to see my family Sunday morning, and I can't wait to see the look on my sister's face. You see, she's graduating high school on Sunday, and to her knowledge, I couldn't make it home to come watch her graduate. So, when I wake her up Sunday morning to let her know that breakfast is ready, it should come as quite a surprise!

I've been 'hiding out" at my good friend Sean's place and he's been very hospitable as always. He's a great friend, and a person I'm honored just to know. We just watched Iron Man 2 tonight, and I was pretty impressed! Better than most sequels I've seen in the past.

I'm missing something, though. I know exactly what, or who, it is.

Kayla means the world to me, and I'm lost without her. I miss her warmth, her embrace, her eyes, her beauty, her kiss. I just miss her! Her love is unlike anything I've ever experienced. She's so appreciative of me, and all that I do. I appreciate that alone, because that's a lot more than I can say about most of my past relationships. She also gives back, rather than take, take, take. One major difference between her and the others is that I love to do things for her. I love to do things just to remind her that I love her. It's never a chore or hassle. Her and I have gotten to the point where we don't even really need to speak, because we know what the other is thinking. What we have is something real, and something wonderful. I can't get enough of her. In fact, being away from her, I feel like a part of me is missing.

I'm sure that I really do love this woman. It's going to be torture, being away from her for so long. I can't wait to see her again, to hold her, to see her beautiful eyes, her smile...

Then I can be whole again.
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