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i feel really bad for being so bitchy and demanding lately.
not sure if it is all in my head either.
i just want to be a better girlfriend. (pretending randy doesnt read this)
Honestly, i have been acting like a spoiled brat since he got here and i feel terrible, it has just been such and emotional time in my life. new town, weird family problems, wanting to start school then having to wait 3 months.
It's just so depressing.
Finally i was making florida friends at work (starbucks)
and i go and tear a ligament in my ankle. cant work for a while...
Also, school starts in almost 2 weeks and im going to have a cast on (hopefully a pink one).
i just want to cry. I know the first few weeks its all sitting down at desks...but after that? what if they dont let me continue until im not on crutches? I just want to go and be awesome at doing hair....and being in a cast is not going to help my case. Its my right ankle so my mom is going to have to drive me to school.
I remember the begining of my jr. year in high school. I tore a ligament in the SAME ankle, the night before the first day of school...at a new school on top of that. i was mortified. i didnt want to talk to anyone because i thought i was the "weird girl" on crutches. i didnt make any friends for the first 4-5 months of school. i blamed it on the broken foot
Things have changed since then. im not so outspoken, i actually dress like a girl, and people arent as judgemental as at nchs. I have gotten cuter since then...
Thats my new hair...I love it to death, so fun to style...plus as weird as it sounds, it looks without being washed :(
Now here are my new shoes
Now here is the reason i cant wear my new shoes
Lets just hope i get a cool orthopedic on monday and can have a pink cast!
not sure if it is all in my head either.
i just want to be a better girlfriend. (pretending randy doesnt read this)
Honestly, i have been acting like a spoiled brat since he got here and i feel terrible, it has just been such and emotional time in my life. new town, weird family problems, wanting to start school then having to wait 3 months.
It's just so depressing.
Finally i was making florida friends at work (starbucks)
and i go and tear a ligament in my ankle. cant work for a while...
Also, school starts in almost 2 weeks and im going to have a cast on (hopefully a pink one).
i just want to cry. I know the first few weeks its all sitting down at desks...but after that? what if they dont let me continue until im not on crutches? I just want to go and be awesome at doing hair....and being in a cast is not going to help my case. Its my right ankle so my mom is going to have to drive me to school.
I remember the begining of my jr. year in high school. I tore a ligament in the SAME ankle, the night before the first day of school...at a new school on top of that. i was mortified. i didnt want to talk to anyone because i thought i was the "weird girl" on crutches. i didnt make any friends for the first 4-5 months of school. i blamed it on the broken foot
Things have changed since then. im not so outspoken, i actually dress like a girl, and people arent as judgemental as at nchs. I have gotten cuter since then...
Thats my new hair...I love it to death, so fun to style...plus as weird as it sounds, it looks without being washed :(
Now here are my new shoes
Now here is the reason i cant wear my new shoes
Lets just hope i get a cool orthopedic on monday and can have a pink cast!