and it's alright, I'll be fine...
hey, so it's my birthday. I'm 17. I'll be a senior next year and I'm scared to death. I'm drum major for next MB season too. I'm afraid of everything. But I'm so excited too. Everything is happening so quickly...this past year happened to quickly. Its the end of may already and it feels like october. This year has shown me everything. I've questioned every aspect of my insignificant life and I've attempted to do my best to live each day to the answers.
I'm tired of all of this drama with becky...I really just wish it would stop. It's really just a nuisance now to purposely avoid eye contact and to avoid one another at all costs. Why is it that people just can't compromise...there's never any happy medium for which to agree upon.
The lonliness is coming back. Ihave this funny feeling that I push people away. maybe I do...maybe not.
Other than that...everything has been great. Passed my lifeguarding test, got drum major, family threw me a surprise party, and I got for my license test on tuesday.
I can't wait til summmer...it cann't come fast enough.
I'm tired of all of this drama with becky...I really just wish it would stop. It's really just a nuisance now to purposely avoid eye contact and to avoid one another at all costs. Why is it that people just can't compromise...there's never any happy medium for which to agree upon.
The lonliness is coming back. Ihave this funny feeling that I push people away. maybe I do...maybe not.
Other than that...everything has been great. Passed my lifeguarding test, got drum major, family threw me a surprise party, and I got for my license test on tuesday.
I can't wait til summmer...it cann't come fast enough.