Can't think of a title for how bad I feel
So today was the fourth of July. I finally had the day off. The first time in like four years so I decided that I was going to go to Seattle in hopes to meet up with some friends. So I take the ferry over and explore seattle for a while. Time goes on and no phone call. So I sat near the space needle for a while and read some then I went and explored some more. Time goes on and still no phone call. So I call my friend and what do I get her voicemail. So I just wander around some more and just decide to go home. So needless to say no fireworks for me. :(. I'm so sad and depressed. There's more to the story other than my friends but I am not going to go into it because it just makes me really sad. So I think I am going to cry myself to sleep tonight....oh what do you know I'm already crying.