Today

Jun 15, 2009 22:10


Hello <3

I'm kind of tired... been reading psysics and history all day (still reading history D: )
I can't wait for my exams to be over!

But well, I actually got pretty good grades in Danish and English ^^ Got +A in both! You can't say that's bad :3

Seems like I'm doing my best, getting excellent grades, but I still feel like something is missing ;___;

I feel old, miserable and hated ;_; or well, hated is not really the word, but "un-loved" then...

My heart is hurting *sigh* Things are not as they used to be...

I hope, somedays the wounds will be repaired ... maybe tomorrow, maybe next year...

-----

Anyways, that's something I have to handle somehow and sometime.

------

I'll soon get a new computer! ~ Not because my current one doesn't work, but because when I'm going to high school, I would like a small netbook, for taking notes. I can't handle a 9" or 10" ...So I'm buying a Levono 12" (Ideapad S-12), right after comming home from Italy with my friend <3
I'm also going to make some photoshoots with her (she's gonna be a nurse from Silent Hill) .. and I'm... GONNA BE THE PHOTOGRAPHER!!! ;___; I'm so excited! I love taking pictures, but this is actually my first time taking pictures of a "model".

>_> But I need money so badly! I have to buy myself the following stuff:

1. A notebook (560$ ... >_> )
2. A camera (around 560$ as well..)
3. Markers (190$)
4. A moped (for driving to my high school... If not I'm going to bicykle 2 km's .. and it's uphill ALL the way orz... ) - 560$
5. Random stuff - since my parents don't give me random stuff like underwear, furniture, dictionaries (and expensive books for high school), a new bicykle

THAT'S F*CKING MANY MONEY!!!

well... My boss from my job told me, that if I had time, I could work two weeks (working everyday those weeks), because some of the others had to go on vacation. I think I might have to do that, since I would like to start attending for Japanese lessons from September, which cost 279 $ as well.. ...ierk...

D: my biggest wish atm is to get a money-tree in my backyard!!!

----

Well, I hope I find my place to be in life, soon <3

WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR HISTORY AND PHYSIC EXAM!! <3<3<3
And all my other problems xP

PS: if you want to be friends, just tell me~ yarh?

umh..

Previous post Next post
Up