Dec 22, 2005 23:02
...that human nature is to desire what you cannot have? i find this quite ironic, not to mention very applicable to my life at this moment. i've been shying away from the whole dating scene just cause there's too much hurt there for me to jump in willingly. but you find a guy who's genuine, real, sweet....and you can't have him. he has become beyond your reach. too bad this is the same song, second verse, for my life. and there are others that are nice that are available, but for some reason you still want what is not allowed. i don't really get it and i am wondering if the fact that it is a forbidden thing that makes it that much more appealing. something to think upon.
anyways, i think i am finally getting into the christmas spirit. my family and i took a trip through the trail of lights this evening. it was nice just to have a family thing, ya know? and i found out that we're going to have two christmases: one here and one and my grandparents' house. yay!! i feel like a five year old when it comes to christmas time =)
oh, and anyone who hasn't read the da vinci code MUST read it....i couldn't take my eyes off of it; i finished it in practically one sitting! and it's going to be a movie woooo! i'm so excited lol