Apr 12, 2005 21:39
So its been a while since I have updated. I am kinda in a big ole mess right now with school and work and all the other things. I work five days a week three of which are school nights and I usually have homework. My parents are all about me making lots of money but at the same time want my grades to be fucking spotless. I mean come on my grades are never spotless without me working so god damnit why dont you fucking understand it. Oh and another thing, my dad and I are extremly at ends right now. No matter what I do, no matter what I say, its just not fucking good enough for him, it is never enough for me to try hard, I must always be fucking perfect and he was never even perfect in his lifetime so what the fuck. Why cant gad damn parents lighten up a bit let me live a little, jesus christ i am a fucking person not a fucking computer. Well that was good venting.