still speechless

[sax_appeal_girl]

Hey again.

Ok I still have an extremely dumb smile on my face from last night. And in light of it all, I don't think it was the flowers or the candy or the creative way he gave them to me. It wasn't that he thought it through, or that he had to ask my parents if this plan was ok. But it was him standing there when I came out of my house with that smile on his face, it was like that smile was meant for me and only me. I truly felt beautiful at that moment, and loved, besides the fact that I wasn't the best of shape from band earlier that night. I wanted to cry I was so happy, and I haven't loved anyone more in my entire life than I did him at that moment. Then to have him tell me I made his day by just smiling for him, made me feel so amazing and wonderful and again beautiful, it made me forget all of my pain from band and my bad day, it just made me glow, I could tell. It's amazing what love does.

Sappy I know, but it all needed to be said, guess I'm not all that speechless though.

I love you (if you didn't get that from this entry)

`Katey