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oookay so i havent updated in awhile.. there is just so much to say... soooo i wont go into real detail of any of it, but i'll recap on some big stuff...
WORK.so i think i have written about my work.. i hecka love it. it is perfect minus the waking up early. im done by 1:30 (when you lazy butts are just waking up)..\.. hecka good pay ($13.65 an hour)..really helps me realize what i want to do when i grow up.. i love the kids ( i know it may be hard for you to understand sabo and anum)..but no these kids are so cute.. we are going to the park tomorrow and im going to bring my camera.,. ill post some pictures soon.. but oh man.. i 'm going to miss them..ENOCH!!!! <3 <3 <3 only 2 more days of work and then i leave for cancun!
CANCUN.yeaaa! i leave for cancun thursday with the alex and his family.. hecka excited. i will hopefully tan! cuz i am sure white.. my face and arms not so much, but my stomach and legs.. WOW.. blinding. glowing. clear. it's true. it's crazy cuz when i get back, i'll only have like one more week at home before i leave for school.. i can't believe it. the summer has flown by and i will soon be leaving.
COLLEGE. i went and got some stuff for westmont.. like sheets and bed spread and stuff.. i also got a new laptop.(which im on now) the sheets and stuff are cuuuuute.i love decorating, but i cant believe its for MY dorm room.. like i hecka remember getting kara and kevin ready.. now its me?? what the.. people are slowly starting to leave one by one. it's such a strange feeling to know that you may never see some of these people again. tab is next on the list to leave. :o( i have so many mixed emotions about going to college..like in some ways i know that i will have the time of my life.. i want to be stretched out of my comfort zone.. i want to become a better person and i know westmont will do that for me.. i'll be surrounded by these people who will make me stronger academically (im a dumb one there), physically (double days and soccer are gonna kick me in the butt...hard), but most importantly spiritually.. thats a main reason why i went to westmont was to stretch beyond my "highschool faith" is how i think i put it in my essay..but then on the other hand, im really scared and sad to leave... im gonna miss my room, home, family, kobi/nike, friends, alex...geez. i know that im ready, but im not exactly ready to say goodbye to everything.. i know especially the boy.. its just a weird hard situation.. i know in like 2 months, ill be fine and a totally hard core westmont girl.. but right now, this transfering period is like the hardest part.. out of high school onto college, yet not quite at either one.hmm okay. i'll move on.
HOOTERS. so i went there for stephanies birthday.. it was an experience. i admit, i have something against hooters. i just dont like when girls feel like they dont have enough respect for themselves and that the guys feel like it is allright to stare at them.. anyways.. on senior cut day, all my friends went but i refused.. i didnt want to see the mullets.. thats what i picture hooters as... MULLETS.. i have another description of it but i will keep that to myself..haha okay so there werent mullets, but people are just... different. but steph did get 40 bucks from the other birthday man... haha. if it was anyone elses birthday, i wouldve refused again..haha. but for the bf bf bf =oD i have pictures from her bday that maybe ill post with my other ones...
HAIRCUT. im getting my hair cut thursday morning.. i hecka need it. its like dead and nasty.. maybe on the fact that i havent brushed it this summer ( or gotten dressed).. but thats a whole other different story.. but im gonna trim it and get bangs.. i just need something different.. ive had the whole cool long straight brown haired thing since 3rd grade when i grew out my bangs.. thats why i wanted to scruch so bad, but i think im ready for bangs... haha.. so we'll see if i like it.. i figure if i dont, i'll only really see the westmont people and theyll only know me with bangs and just think thats how my hair is and have to like me and accept me for it.. they wont be like, "whoa kendra. whatd you do?" ya know.. ya feel me?
allright i guess that is all for now.. theres others but i have already written too much that you probably dont want to read..but if you are cool and read the ENTIRE thing, comment and holler at me..i wantnto know if you are as COOL as i am and read everyones.. and stalk all you people.. i know about your life without talking to you.. funny? yes. lil creepy? DEFINITELY.
k i have had enough random ADD moments. i shall now end.