i just experienced a breakdown...
...emotionally that is. i just cried to brett for 10 minutes straight about the following:
- almost every weekend since we got engaged in November has been spend planning the wedding or doing wedding related errands & planning or wedding activities
- therefore, i have not really been able to even enjoy being "engaged." someday when i look back on that time, i won't really be able to think happy thoughts or remember it fondly
- therefore i have come to almost dread weekends b/c i know that it will be consumed with said wedding planning, etc. it sucks to not be able to look forward to weekends, especially after working like 50 hours and being stressed out at work during the week
- additionally, everything has been so rushed that for the most part, i have not enjoyed the wedding planning process - i hate that!
- we have such a small, tight wedding budget which only makes things more stressful b/c i really have to hunt for ways to save money and decrease costs without sacrificing things we really want
- so all my time is either spent planning the wedding or working, so other areas of my life just kinda get shoved off to the side, but are still on my mind, and still need to be taken care of, but don't
- perhaps 5 1/2 months is not long enough to plan a wedding (especially if you take out like a month in there for all the holidays and crap in Nov./Dec./Jan
ok. i'm done.
- almost every weekend since we got engaged in November has been spend planning the wedding or doing wedding related errands & planning or wedding activities
- therefore, i have not really been able to even enjoy being "engaged." someday when i look back on that time, i won't really be able to think happy thoughts or remember it fondly
- therefore i have come to almost dread weekends b/c i know that it will be consumed with said wedding planning, etc. it sucks to not be able to look forward to weekends, especially after working like 50 hours and being stressed out at work during the week
- additionally, everything has been so rushed that for the most part, i have not enjoyed the wedding planning process - i hate that!
- we have such a small, tight wedding budget which only makes things more stressful b/c i really have to hunt for ways to save money and decrease costs without sacrificing things we really want
- so all my time is either spent planning the wedding or working, so other areas of my life just kinda get shoved off to the side, but are still on my mind, and still need to be taken care of, but don't
- perhaps 5 1/2 months is not long enough to plan a wedding (especially if you take out like a month in there for all the holidays and crap in Nov./Dec./Jan
ok. i'm done.