Feb 05, 2006 00:54
...who knows what they want in this life?
I wanted to get away from Canada because of the cold and the people...
Don't get me wrong... I have a great family, but that never changes; wherever I may move... and my best friend is HONESTLY the most amazing person in the world.
However.... it's all the other people that I was concerned about...
I mean; I thought I had maneuvered my way through all possible outcomes when it comes to women.... now I'm presented with something I've never dealt with...
I've shifted through groups of friends and thought I expended all they were worth...
lately.... I don't know so much....
Old friends have come back to my life, people I haven't talked to in so long are now becoming exciting individuals to me.... and new introductions continue to be made; I'm meeting people everyday
...But why now?
Are these new bonds being created because of the simple fact that I'm moving away within 24 hours???
Has something changed inside of me; allowing the ability to open up to the possibility of meeting complete strangers?
I have no clue... all I know is I've created a base of friendship that I now do not want to leave, and most importantly it further expends my friendship with Mark; making me REALLY not want to leave.... I mean, who really wants to disappoint their best-friend?
hm... if only...........
But I mean... it should be good times.... right?
And I'm sure I'll meet plenty of people there... it's just that I don't want anyone here to forget about me....
2 people in particular.....