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Honestly... who knows what they want in this life?
I wanted to get away from Canada because of the cold and the people...
Don't get me wrong... I have a great family, but that never changes; wherever I may move... and my best friend is HONESTLY the most amazing person in the world.
However.... it's all the other people that I was concerned about...
I mean; I thought I had maneuvered my way through all possible outcomes when it comes to women.... now I'm presented with something I've never dealt with...
I've shifted through groups of friends and thought I expended all they were worth...
lately.... I don't know so much....
Old friends have come back to my life, people I haven't talked to in so long are now becoming exciting individuals to me.... and new introductions continue to be made; I'm meeting people everyday
...But why now?
Are these new bonds being created because of the simple fact that I'm moving away within the next month?
Has something changed inside of me; allowing the ability to open up to the possibility of meeting complete strangers?
I have no clue... all I know is I've created a base of friendship that I now do not want to leave, and most importantly it further expends my friendship with Mark; making me REALLY not want to leave.... I mean, who really wants to disappoint their best-friend?
hm... if only...........
But I mean... it should be good times.... right?
And I'm sure I'll meet plenty of people there... it's just that I don't want anyone here to forget about me....
2 people in particular.....
I wanted to get away from Canada because of the cold and the people...
Don't get me wrong... I have a great family, but that never changes; wherever I may move... and my best friend is HONESTLY the most amazing person in the world.
However.... it's all the other people that I was concerned about...
I mean; I thought I had maneuvered my way through all possible outcomes when it comes to women.... now I'm presented with something I've never dealt with...
I've shifted through groups of friends and thought I expended all they were worth...
lately.... I don't know so much....
Old friends have come back to my life, people I haven't talked to in so long are now becoming exciting individuals to me.... and new introductions continue to be made; I'm meeting people everyday
...But why now?
Are these new bonds being created because of the simple fact that I'm moving away within the next month?
Has something changed inside of me; allowing the ability to open up to the possibility of meeting complete strangers?
I have no clue... all I know is I've created a base of friendship that I now do not want to leave, and most importantly it further expends my friendship with Mark; making me REALLY not want to leave.... I mean, who really wants to disappoint their best-friend?
hm... if only...........
But I mean... it should be good times.... right?
And I'm sure I'll meet plenty of people there... it's just that I don't want anyone here to forget about me....
2 people in particular.....