lonely and crowded
okay, well the girls and i went to retirement home to pick out our adopted grandma last night and the hottest guy was working there. oh i'm so glad that i'm going back. anyways we were doing the nonchalant eye thing when he turned around to look at me and ran the food cart he was pushing into this other cart which was really close to hitting and older gentlemen in a wheel chair. the girls were laughing so hard and i hope he didn't get into too much trouble.ughh i'm so lonely. yet i have too many things going on too keep track. i had that dream about cole and it of course was more in depth then i'm going to tell you guys but i dreamed that he came to visit me and i didn't really pay to much attention to him i was more interested in amy and destiny being there, anyways after a while i saw him sitting on my couch ready to go to bed and i walked over to him and gave him the the most comforting hug in the world. i've never felt more safe even in real life. i wonder i why i wasn't with him the whole time in the beginning? it was really weird. Machelle's going to the temple for the first time today....... i'm so happy for her! anyways i have to go get ready for work. i'm so excited to come visit you guys! counting the days! love you all!