Boo Boys!
It’s like I’m right back in my first semester of college again. I guess I never realized how dependent on him I had become. It sucks, people I thought were my friends, have made it VERY clear who’s side they are one, but what confuses me the most is, I didn’t know there WERE sides.
While at times I wish I could have stuck it out, at the very least until this weekend, or even until the end of the semester, we were both miserable and I couldn’t take it anymore. It was mutual, hence no need for sides, or so I thought. What’s more is we’re still friends, and yet, everyone is still behind him; I don’t know if he knows what is going on, but far be it for me to point it out; he never listened to be when we were together, so why would he listen now. Also I think I am afraid to find out that he does know, he just doesn’t care.
No matter, I get to go home and pick me up a Jones on the way this weekend. I’m all healed from surgery and ready to go! I'm just going to enjoy the single life for a bit, and stay away from relationships for a while. I do still care very much for him, and maybe we'll get back together, but I need to stand on my own two feet, I'm not ready to settle down, and I'm tired of the pressure.