it's just those rainy days...
so...couldn't sleep again last night...ended up taking some sleeping pills to knock me out...they tend to work pretty well...
i'm ready for the summer to end...not really to study, but just for it to end...i had such high hopes for this summer...it would have been the first time in 2 years that WE were BOTH in the same town as each other...then the bomb got dropped, and yet i still hoped that i could see him some...he told me he still loved me and wanted to see me...and then here recently--he said he didn't love me anymore...it's now been almost 4 months since i've even seen his face...103 days to be exact!...i'll be glad when i can have just one thought a day that doesn't involve him--one thought for an entire day!...when will that point come??
"Tonight I Wanna Cry"
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
i'm ready for the summer to end...not really to study, but just for it to end...i had such high hopes for this summer...it would have been the first time in 2 years that WE were BOTH in the same town as each other...then the bomb got dropped, and yet i still hoped that i could see him some...he told me he still loved me and wanted to see me...and then here recently--he said he didn't love me anymore...it's now been almost 4 months since i've even seen his face...103 days to be exact!...i'll be glad when i can have just one thought a day that doesn't involve him--one thought for an entire day!...when will that point come??
"Tonight I Wanna Cry"
Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry