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I more or less just now realized how massively, massively fucked I am right now. I have a day and a half to prepare for an interview, a little over 48 hours to write a 10 page paper and have all my data finished for my thesis ready to go discuss with my professor how to do a statistical analysis I need to research how to do. And I have no idea how to do even basic stats anymore. I need to present the findings of my research two days after that, and let's be honest, I have no idea where this shit is going. The next day I have a final I'm not even considering how unprepared I am to take. Then I'll have three days to finish up analyzing the data I won't have finished and writing up about 20 pages of bull to explain it, and also study for another final.
And right now I should be seriously busting my ass but the shock is just setting in and I'm freaking out and really have no idea what to do. Everything gets done in time, one way or another, for better or worse, but right now everything seems already so fucked up I just am floored. Why did I do such an awesome job of absolutely wasting my time this quarter? Why am I wasting it right now? What the hell is wrong with me? I have 12 days to do all of this and it's going to be a disaster.
I'm going to gain probably 10 pounds in the next week it's going to be fabulous.
Shit shit shit...
And right now I should be seriously busting my ass but the shock is just setting in and I'm freaking out and really have no idea what to do. Everything gets done in time, one way or another, for better or worse, but right now everything seems already so fucked up I just am floored. Why did I do such an awesome job of absolutely wasting my time this quarter? Why am I wasting it right now? What the hell is wrong with me? I have 12 days to do all of this and it's going to be a disaster.
I'm going to gain probably 10 pounds in the next week it's going to be fabulous.
Shit shit shit...