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Mar 30, 2009 23:55

Today it rained. Yesterday it also rained, actually it was more of a mist and so appropriate as Keegan left early in the morning. We danced in the airport and we probably lost a liter of water between the two of us. I have some shirts of his, and I've already had the fleeting notion several times that he's still here with me when I smell them.
I suppose today I'm feeling rather down and out. Not anything serious or permanent, I'm just realizing the reality of the time that seperates us. He gets out of school mid-june. I'm planning on visiting before then, but logistically I don't think I have the means to do this. Hopefully my family will take their Portland trip in May and Chris and I can swing down to Olympia. Evergreen is Chris's kind of school. Forest (straight up jurassic park style), a plethora of tree houses, alternative education and lots and lots of herb.

Keegan and me had our one year anniversary on Saturday. How amazing that I got to spend it with him. The sun was shining all day and we ate the most delicious of dorm foods and went to Urban renewal (the most superior thrift store imaginable) and then to our apartment (which is less than a block away from the thrift store, ethiopian, turkey, indian, japanese, thai and chinese food plus a tea shop, a sushi den, clubs, an alcohol supermarket and possibly the quaintest (in a college way) neighborhood I've ever seen. Our apartment is 51 Linden st. #4. It's one floor up and the lobby has tile decorated floors and old wooden banisters and we have a kitchen with a gas stove and glass cabinets. Wood floors and two massive rooms-one bedroom, one living room. We are going to paint it all sorts of colors, and we are loosely designing the living room to look like a indian-japanese opium den with a papasan chair and a love sac, hookah, low table with pillows, hanging lights and plants.

We are going to brew hard cider in the closet and Keeg wants to grow, but I don't knowwwww. On saturday we bought the most amazing wooden insulated picnic basket complete with cutlery and dishware, so you can bet your britches we'll be going on all sorts of picnics.
We're going to (try) to have dinner parties once every two weeks and make a different kind of cuisine each time.
Imagine for yourself, the most extensive tea collection, and then take into account that we will have it, stacking the shelves with plenty of agave nectar to go around.

These are the thoughts that fill my head day in and day out. I cannot wait for cooking and kissing and playing house, for real style.

I've finally gotten to a place where I feel legitimately good about the people here. It's incredibly comforting to know people have your back. Also, nothing new here, but I'm in love with theatre possibly more than I ever have been before. I KNOW NOTHING!!! I am re-learning everything, this program is unfathomably amazing.

It's starting to warmup here and I can't wait to go home to Colorado and nature and love and friends and fam and soph the loaf and everything in between!!!!!!! SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My roommate is a fucking selfish cunt. But besides this and missing Keeg everything is really actually pretty good.
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