Farewell

Jun 06, 2005 01:35

The summer wasn't supposed to be like this. Kylle and I were supossed to be together whenever we could. I wanted her to make love to me on our date. I wanted to be with her at least one more time.

AND NOW AMBER IS TRYING TO FUCK IT ALL UP BY PLAYING GAMES WITH KYLLE AGAIN!

She won't even kiss me anymore and yet she'll make out with the woman who broke her fucking heart. AMBER IS A FUCKING USER AND I HATE HER I HATE HER I HATE HER! AMBER FUCKED UP MY LIFE!

I want to die. Life isn't worth living knowing I won't ever get to touch Kylle again. That I won't be able to kiss her and hold her close. Life isn't worth living anymore.

I don't want to live anymore...
I don't want to feel this pain anymore.
I want it to end.

I want it to end.

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all

I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again

You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside

The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone
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