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Hey everyone. This is more of a rant thing cause I can't say it anywhere else..
Dan is leaving for two weeks...going on a road trip, down the west coast of the states, over to Oklahoma then down to Florida.
I am a complete wreck over it. I want to be happy for him, I want him to be able to tell me whats happening with it, but everything I know about it, I came across on Facebook. I had no idea where he is going, cause he can't talk to me about it and it drives me nuts.
I'm terrified of being alone for two weeks....100% completly alone...I have no one here but Dan and he is gonne be gone, I feel terrible...I'm at work and have been on the brink of crying all morning thinking about it. I can't stand this.
I refuse to ask him to stay cuase he'll resent me for it later. Its something he has to do I know that.
I want more than anything to be okay with it, to be happy for him...be excited for him...