You are now entering the harmonic realm
Here I am, three in the morning, with nothing to post.
I could review my day, but that's not my style, nor my forté.
{Soon we'll be away from here, step on the gas and wipe that tear away.}
This kind of thing happens every summer. I spend the time to figure out what I want to do and never end up doing it. I spend it all so frivolously, day to day, until it's all over. It's mostly my fault, but I just can't do without friends. There were a few weeks there when I was down to three friends, and I was considering giving it all up and heading out in search of something. But now things are looking up, socially, and school's ramming up it's ugly head against my conscience. I guess things are winding down now, from days full of nothing, to afternoons full of nothing, which even then will be rare. I want to go into the Peace Corps. And [Because] I want an adventure. But I'm stuck with just another average day, shitting around until it's too late to do anything. That's a day well spent. Trying to do something when there's a whole world out there, but even I'm too blind to see it sometimes. I'm worried about going to college, because I'm afraid it'll be the same old thing. I spend all my time waiting for something to happen, I never plan it, because I'm struck down before suggestion, not because I don't have anything to contribute. My ideas are too much right now, hell, they'll always be too much for most people. Hot damn. I gotta get some sea legs or I'm just gonna drown like the rest.
Fuck this, I'm gonna let my voice be heard.
To conclude:
Hooverball Hooverball Hooverball
I'm glad that at least worked out.
Thank you.
I could review my day, but that's not my style, nor my forté.
{Soon we'll be away from here, step on the gas and wipe that tear away.}
This kind of thing happens every summer. I spend the time to figure out what I want to do and never end up doing it. I spend it all so frivolously, day to day, until it's all over. It's mostly my fault, but I just can't do without friends. There were a few weeks there when I was down to three friends, and I was considering giving it all up and heading out in search of something. But now things are looking up, socially, and school's ramming up it's ugly head against my conscience. I guess things are winding down now, from days full of nothing, to afternoons full of nothing, which even then will be rare. I want to go into the Peace Corps. And [Because] I want an adventure. But I'm stuck with just another average day, shitting around until it's too late to do anything. That's a day well spent. Trying to do something when there's a whole world out there, but even I'm too blind to see it sometimes. I'm worried about going to college, because I'm afraid it'll be the same old thing. I spend all my time waiting for something to happen, I never plan it, because I'm struck down before suggestion, not because I don't have anything to contribute. My ideas are too much right now, hell, they'll always be too much for most people. Hot damn. I gotta get some sea legs or I'm just gonna drown like the rest.
Fuck this, I'm gonna let my voice be heard.
To conclude:
Hooverball Hooverball Hooverball
I'm glad that at least worked out.
Thank you.