so....
Okay, so sometimes life just wallops you. Anyone who knows me well knows that I've kind of had a crush on someone that I used to work with. He and I are friends now and hang out on a somewhat regular basis. When we do it ends up being just him and me up all night (like till 8am). He has a girlfriend. I think I'm falling in love with him. I think I've been doing this for awhile, like since before I met and fell in love with Adam. And of course I've still got some feelings there, mostly just a vast quantity of affection and mutual sexual attraction. I realize that what I really need to do is pursue some of my other options, man wise. I've got a few things on the line and I think I need to be a bit more enthusiastic in those pursuits so that I can redirect my attentions, because FUCK!