Apr 26, 2009 15:10
5 years of beautiful friendship , 3 years of passion + pure love.
I love him with all strength. Every day I fall in love again.
The excitement is always there! He is always shiny and new.
We've had really horrible times where we've hurt each other to points we should have separated to stay alive.
The LIVING AND GROWING MUTUAL LOVE we have for each kept us together and kept us alive.
We've matured next to one another.
We have learned to be individuals, to be a couple at the same time.
I can't imagine existence with out his soul involved.
I know we were brought together in this life because we were together before in a time that is unknown to our human brains today.
In this life I will refuse to let him go. I want to see him grow old, I want to kiss him and rub his head just because.
I want to make him meals that fill his tummy.
I want to surprise him with things that give him joy. (like monitos & comics)
I want him to be happy and know that my love is eternal.
I will follow him through lives and to the "end" of it ALL!
CAE you know who you are.
Keep my heart & soul.
-esm
I hadn't seen Him since the day before my surgery.
My parents don't approve of him, so he can't just come and visit.
They actually can't know I have any contact with him ) :
Today my parents are gone from 8am to about 4 pm.
Not knowing when an opportunity like this would arise again, he came over.
Risky, but we got to see each other for a few hours ( :
He brought me Subway, aww so sweet.
We watched the Bulls vs Celtics game and some Hot police pursuit show.
and now he's gone ) :
I don't know when I'll see him again.
I love him, I hate to be away from him for so long.
I miss him.
We were going to go see The Informers Movie,
But I didn't know If I was going to be able to hang, not being able to put my ankle up.
I thought it was too soon to go out, after surgery.
I feel sad now....