That which I resent.
Good lord I wish I could explain how much I liked her in words.
She was sweet, caring, funny, she opened my eyes to new things, and she accepted me for who I was with no boundaries.
We had so much in common... Our views on peace & activism, ethics, vegetarianism, sense of humor... and apparently she's as fickle as I was.
Every time I was around her, I couldn't wipe the smile off of my face no matter how hard I tried.
The only setback other than her busy schedule was the 100 miles between us.
To me, it was nothing. She was so great that I would walk 1000 miles just to see her for a few minutes. As cliche as that may sound.
I loved her as a friend, I loved her as more, most of all I loved her as a person.
We'd never even held hands, yet I was so content that there was no need for a physical relationship.
She had the sweetest things she'd say. And she'd dedicate the sweetest songs to me.
It was one of the best times in my life.
And now, for whatever reasons, communication has ceased.
Maybe I was overbearing, maybe I did something wrong, maybe she found someone better.
Regardless, I don't know the reason.
So I resent something which I'm unsure of.
I've been trying to just be tough about it, but venting is needed.
And therefore I come to this.
I am thankful for what I've been granted to experience.
But I wish I could comprehend what happened.