Well son of a bitch...
Well... I figured my journal would have been closed by now... but I guess not. Sweet. Ummm I am still new to this damn thing, even though I have had it for like a year or something.
My life is getting turned upside down right now, as far as the "relationship" side of it is concerned. My girlfriend and I have been hitting some big bumps lately... and I think we have hit the final bump, meaning that it is taking a turn for the worst. Which sucks of course, but being the level-headed overly-rational person I am... I am actually dealing with it OK. I have realized that there really is no point in hanging on and it only getting worse, that now I should end it on a good note and just be happy that we spent six wonderful months together and be happy that it didn't end due to some shitty even tearing us apart.
And what is crazy is that right as my girlfriend and I started heading down the downward spiral, someone new popped up in my life. Someone stunningly gorgeous, outgoing, great personality, awesome sense of humor, open and honest, and someone that I would not have to watch with one eye at all times. She almost seems... dare I say... perfect? No way to tell until we hang out. Hopefully it will happen soon... cuz the shittiness of my girl situation is... uhh... shitty. hahaha.
Well, this entry is pretty damn serious for someone as joking and sarcastic as me. Hmmm, maybe the next will be a tad more entertaining.
To those of you who have talked to to me and helped me see what it is I should be seeing, thanks a bunch. You guys kick ass. I know I never ask for help. And take advantage of this moment, this is one of the few times I will ever appear weak, hahaha. Thanks again, you guys rock my fuckin face off.
I think I have found the quote that best sums up my feelings as of right now, thanks to the gentlemen of Poison the Well - "Happiness is not having to be lying on the floor, dead and alone."
Keep it real,
-Brandon "the Bond" Bond
My life is getting turned upside down right now, as far as the "relationship" side of it is concerned. My girlfriend and I have been hitting some big bumps lately... and I think we have hit the final bump, meaning that it is taking a turn for the worst. Which sucks of course, but being the level-headed overly-rational person I am... I am actually dealing with it OK. I have realized that there really is no point in hanging on and it only getting worse, that now I should end it on a good note and just be happy that we spent six wonderful months together and be happy that it didn't end due to some shitty even tearing us apart.
And what is crazy is that right as my girlfriend and I started heading down the downward spiral, someone new popped up in my life. Someone stunningly gorgeous, outgoing, great personality, awesome sense of humor, open and honest, and someone that I would not have to watch with one eye at all times. She almost seems... dare I say... perfect? No way to tell until we hang out. Hopefully it will happen soon... cuz the shittiness of my girl situation is... uhh... shitty. hahaha.
Well, this entry is pretty damn serious for someone as joking and sarcastic as me. Hmmm, maybe the next will be a tad more entertaining.
To those of you who have talked to to me and helped me see what it is I should be seeing, thanks a bunch. You guys kick ass. I know I never ask for help. And take advantage of this moment, this is one of the few times I will ever appear weak, hahaha. Thanks again, you guys rock my fuckin face off.
I think I have found the quote that best sums up my feelings as of right now, thanks to the gentlemen of Poison the Well - "Happiness is not having to be lying on the floor, dead and alone."
Keep it real,
-Brandon "the Bond" Bond