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so yesterday i went to the concert at the jam room. the first band was almost tommorow. i really didnt like them. the lead singer was such a girl. Dana's band went next. i like them. they're called mochester. theyre really good. Dana plays well and he has an awesome voice. they were playing so late though. we left at like 12:40 but they were still playing. i didnt get to see dana sing the song on his own..how sad. but i had a migrane and i was falling asleep. so we all left. today i went to ESL skate centre for a couple hours. then i came home and took a nap. then it was off to Bill Grays. fun...not. now im tired and i hate school and i dont want to go back.
im also very confused. what is the purpose of life? it seems to me that it is to get through school. get married, have babies, put ur kids through college, retire, die. what a waste of time. who wants to spend their life busting their butt for someone else who is just gonna do the same thing. what is the reason that i am here. im going to be 18 in a week and i dont know why im here. shouldnt there be some ultimate reason that everyone is here on the only planet that can support human life? i hate being me. i hate feeling like there is not point to my being here. is there a point to anyone being here? i cant handle this. im just a waste of space.
im also very confused. what is the purpose of life? it seems to me that it is to get through school. get married, have babies, put ur kids through college, retire, die. what a waste of time. who wants to spend their life busting their butt for someone else who is just gonna do the same thing. what is the reason that i am here. im going to be 18 in a week and i dont know why im here. shouldnt there be some ultimate reason that everyone is here on the only planet that can support human life? i hate being me. i hate feeling like there is not point to my being here. is there a point to anyone being here? i cant handle this. im just a waste of space.