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So this is the courage cheesecake.
It was super fail the biscuit layer was supposed to be at the bottom and the cream cheese layer on top, we didn't know what happened. We chucked 3/4 of it and breakfast was pancakes with syrup and apple juice.
On my appetite
Anyway, I get very hungry these days especially at night and i have very heavy suppers. Sometimes I get hungry so often i wonder if I'm pregnant. In addition, in the morning I feel like throwing up and i get dizzy spells. But then again, I hadn't had sex so I most definitely am not pregnant.I weigh 45kg now. Doh.
On today
Today is a beautiful day. My apartment's on the 5th floor and i could see lots of leaves swirling in the air. I am glad they whitewashed the walls and painted some blue, the whole estate looks so new now. I would live here for another 10 years if they painted all the blocks pink. That would be lovely but i guess the property prices in this area might plunge.
On years full of shit
So Christmas is coming. And nothing is really exciting about it. I dare not wish for anything like the last christmases because I never get anything. As a matter of fact I get shit when i didn;t even wish for it and that is worst then getting nothing. In Christmas 06 when i wished for good results in Sec 3, I got some remarkable improvement from C6 to C5 and then for the EOYs i got 26/100 for Amath and i spent my whole holiday mugging for a sadistic Amath retest on the day after Christmas only to discover that the people who failed could study Amath all the same in 2008. Christmas 07 when i wished for a brand new good year ahead in Secondary 4, I got one full of drama, packed with crap, where shit happens everyday, and then my Grandpa died. Since 2008 was nothing short of hell, 2009 can turn out any way it wants to because i dont fucking care my life sucks anyw.
On my Primary six birthday I wished for a teddy bear.
How retarded.
With hindsight I really was full of shit before i turned 13.
On cereal
I think cereal makes really nice breakfasts. Pancakes make best. I love cereal boxes you never know what you will get out of them. Out of a Kokokrunch box i got a deck of Madagascar game cards. I most probably am going to throw them away.
On superpowers
If I could have one superpower I want to be able to read minds.