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there is only one positive thing in my life. The only thing that makes everyting else seem dumb and so far away when I have it. I don't deserve it/understand why I have it. I am so thankful...it has saved everything. It makes me look on the brighter side. It makes me smile. It makes me love. It makes me forgive. It makes me a better person. It makes me want to be a better person.
bleh. Today sucks sucks sucks and I hate it. I just want to sleep forever right now. Well...not forever..just a few days. In your dreams everything is nice. Happy. It's when you wake up that you have nightmares. Bleh I am not even making sense. I am a loser. Hate me for it..everyone does.
bleh now I am pitying myself. darn poo damn it.
Ok now I am done...
bleh. Today sucks sucks sucks and I hate it. I just want to sleep forever right now. Well...not forever..just a few days. In your dreams everything is nice. Happy. It's when you wake up that you have nightmares. Bleh I am not even making sense. I am a loser. Hate me for it..everyone does.
bleh now I am pitying myself. darn poo damn it.
Ok now I am done...