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I am so In love with what we are together. What he makes me and what he makes me want to be. I love how we trust eachother..I don't ever trust anyone but I trust him. How? I have no clue. I feel safe with him. And then next year he leaves to the military..Atleast I'll have art camp to occupy me but I know it WILL affect me..but that is next summer and we still have the year to cherish eachother fully (and that does not mean sexually pervs)

I told him I am not havign sex of any kind until I am married and only to the person I marry. And he agrees. And respects me for it. He understands. I love him.

this year my goals for school are:
Get my grades back up to what they were
trust others more
stay organized haha
keep my temper
be more accepting of others for their life chpices eventhough I disagree..a.k.a: there choices to have sex like a friendly handshake

their choice not mine. Tell them my opinion once and let them be about it. I just hate to see people put their life at risk over pleasure. It just doesn't seem worth it to me...

I'm learning to accept myself as well. I actually like who I am right now...minus my over-emotionalness. I could do without so much of that but I'll learn and get over it..I never thought I would get to this place I am at right now..it feels..safe