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well, gaming last night was fun. I am planning on splitting the group up to make it a bit easier. Devon wants me to game with the girls on wednesdays so that he doesn't miss out on spending time with Missi, which is really nice, but if Kristi and Katrina can't do that, and I have to work, how are we going to game? I plan on having everyone come back together once in a while to kind of 'catch up', depending on the alignment. The girls may all change from a neutral to an evil alignment, or we might just see who can figure what out quicker...that could be fun, but I first have to come up with the story. It may take a while being I have a paper thingy due for psych, and I need to study for my psych quizzes and tests (quizzes are on Tuesday and test are on Thursday oh happy day!) Thankfully we are discussing the same basic things in both psych classes, so studying won't be too difficult, I plan on bringing my books with me tomorrow to have something to do in between the matches, or just on the ride to the prerelease.
I wonder if I will see Chris there? It would be fun to see him again. I just have the feeling that if he has the money, he'll go up to Indy to avoid me..lol. Oh well, its his waste of gas! It makes me smile at how childish some people can be. Especially when it is STILL going on a YEAR after the break up. I enjoy saying hello and being kind and courteous when I know they still don't like me and rather not talk to me. Its amusing when they reply with a half-assed hello only so they don't appear to be ignorant, so they don't appear to be uncivilized. It makes me smile very much to know that I can force somebody who doesn't want anything to do with me to say hello to me. Anyway, as bitchy as I am, I still wonder why he still doesn't like me, I don't remember giving him a TRUE reason to dislike me. I understand that things can be uncomfortable, but it has been a freaking year. Forgive and forget, no?
Right now I am half-assedly watching Derrick play W.O.W. and that too is kind of amusing. I look up and I see him being attacked by random animals like birds, raptors, and something called a great plains creature. At the moment he has something firey around him...a curse maybe? I really don't know. He also somehow 'teleports' to an icy area then back to a grassy area..The game looks pretty cool, but I don't like having to buy the software then having to pay to play each month. Especially if I don't get to play all the time for whatever reason. It just seems like a big waste of money.
I missed going to Spectrum and to Anime Club on Tuesday. :O( Oh, well. This Tuesday, and every Tuesday after that, I should be able to make it to both. And to "B-dubs" in between the two. If anyone would like to join either Spectrum or Anime Club, feel free. Spectrum is a gay/straight alliance group. We meet at 5pm on Tuesday nights in the Liberal Arts building at the University of Southern Indiana (Evansville) The Anime Club is what the name states and they meet at 9pm in the University Center building 2 floor at the same university. From about 6 until 9 everyone goes to Buffalo Wild Wings to eat and/or converse. It is a bucket of fun so you should all join us in the grand adventure!
I have found out that I am not the only one who has been feeling particularly off this past week or two. It feels like the planets and stars are not quite lined up right, or the planets ARE lined up and they aren't supposed to be. Stress levels seem to be exceptionally high as well which makes the bad vibes even worse. I personally am feeling like I need to see a doctor again and possibly be put on medication. The only reason I haven't been on medication for a while or seeing a doctor is because I don't feel like I can afford the medication OR the doctor visits.. the Birth Control to regulate my period isn't badly priced...for now. its only $3 a month. But that is while I am on my dad's insurance...I don't know how long I'll be on it so I am afraid to start and then have to quit again. I found out that I can get *SOME* benefits from work, so I'm going to see what they offer...if it will help with what I need it to help with, then I will apply for it, but if it doesn't, then there is no sense in wasting my money...I also might do the 401K plan thingy which means I will be getting about 240 a month into a savings of sorts. which is awesome because that will add up to a LOT when I retire!
So...yeah...that was a lot to talk about and the only reason I am stopping is because Ijust got pulled into myspace for a bit...so, I'm going to go back to that for a little while, maybe I'll come back to this...I am going to learn about Marionette Body, a visual Kei band. The only other visual Kei band that I know of is Laraine, so yeah for learning about more awesome music and theatrics!
I wonder if I will see Chris there? It would be fun to see him again. I just have the feeling that if he has the money, he'll go up to Indy to avoid me..lol. Oh well, its his waste of gas! It makes me smile at how childish some people can be. Especially when it is STILL going on a YEAR after the break up. I enjoy saying hello and being kind and courteous when I know they still don't like me and rather not talk to me. Its amusing when they reply with a half-assed hello only so they don't appear to be ignorant, so they don't appear to be uncivilized. It makes me smile very much to know that I can force somebody who doesn't want anything to do with me to say hello to me. Anyway, as bitchy as I am, I still wonder why he still doesn't like me, I don't remember giving him a TRUE reason to dislike me. I understand that things can be uncomfortable, but it has been a freaking year. Forgive and forget, no?
Right now I am half-assedly watching Derrick play W.O.W. and that too is kind of amusing. I look up and I see him being attacked by random animals like birds, raptors, and something called a great plains creature. At the moment he has something firey around him...a curse maybe? I really don't know. He also somehow 'teleports' to an icy area then back to a grassy area..The game looks pretty cool, but I don't like having to buy the software then having to pay to play each month. Especially if I don't get to play all the time for whatever reason. It just seems like a big waste of money.
I missed going to Spectrum and to Anime Club on Tuesday. :O( Oh, well. This Tuesday, and every Tuesday after that, I should be able to make it to both. And to "B-dubs" in between the two. If anyone would like to join either Spectrum or Anime Club, feel free. Spectrum is a gay/straight alliance group. We meet at 5pm on Tuesday nights in the Liberal Arts building at the University of Southern Indiana (Evansville) The Anime Club is what the name states and they meet at 9pm in the University Center building 2 floor at the same university. From about 6 until 9 everyone goes to Buffalo Wild Wings to eat and/or converse. It is a bucket of fun so you should all join us in the grand adventure!
I have found out that I am not the only one who has been feeling particularly off this past week or two. It feels like the planets and stars are not quite lined up right, or the planets ARE lined up and they aren't supposed to be. Stress levels seem to be exceptionally high as well which makes the bad vibes even worse. I personally am feeling like I need to see a doctor again and possibly be put on medication. The only reason I haven't been on medication for a while or seeing a doctor is because I don't feel like I can afford the medication OR the doctor visits.. the Birth Control to regulate my period isn't badly priced...for now. its only $3 a month. But that is while I am on my dad's insurance...I don't know how long I'll be on it so I am afraid to start and then have to quit again. I found out that I can get *SOME* benefits from work, so I'm going to see what they offer...if it will help with what I need it to help with, then I will apply for it, but if it doesn't, then there is no sense in wasting my money...I also might do the 401K plan thingy which means I will be getting about 240 a month into a savings of sorts. which is awesome because that will add up to a LOT when I retire!
So...yeah...that was a lot to talk about and the only reason I am stopping is because Ijust got pulled into myspace for a bit...so, I'm going to go back to that for a little while, maybe I'll come back to this...I am going to learn about Marionette Body, a visual Kei band. The only other visual Kei band that I know of is Laraine, so yeah for learning about more awesome music and theatrics!