Jan 12, 2006 12:32
"now for the question. uh, basically it's this: why the hell do my geek friends like me? i don't contribute anything useful or even that fun. sure, i'm nice and socially inept and the "normal" people scare me. but that doesn't save me from being a loser even among the losers. i know next to nothing about comic books. i don't play those cute little card games devin spends way too much money on. the only video games i ever play are katamari and ddr, and that's usually just when my boyfriend asks me to. i'm more likely to go on a feminist crusade than a D&D campaign. i quote shakespeare and the vagina monologues, not family guy and aquateen. i GO TO CLASS! *gasp* basically, i actually seem to (seem would be the key word here... in reality, who knows) have a shot in hell at competing for a "real job" against the "cool-kid" jerk types who tormented me in middle school and moved on to the courtesy of just ignoring me in high school, with the exception of times i came up with an outfit so bizarre it commanded their attention. ah, those were the days. no, not really. i'm having a lot more fun now. but i digress again."
What about me?
Also: You get along because unlike most cliches (yes we are one), we don't tend to try to steer people away from us because we are better than the other cliches...we generally accept anyone at anytime for our own queer reasons. Of course we all know that we ARE better than everyone else (not really) (yes really) (no, not really).
Oh and for the record. I absolutely LOVE the Vagina Monologues, and I stopped quoting them because TJ gave me weird looks. (Wierd Weird looks good both ways to me...weird)
Sorry, I got onto other tangents..my mind is being playful today, I feel somewhat relaxed...odd...
Maybe I WILL run that game tonight..after getting the house cleaned...I think I am in a happy mood. Is this what being 'happy' feels like? I don't feel like I *have* to do anything today. I don't feel bitchy at all...I have even somewhat forgotten at how upset I am about losing $800 from that certain somebody...of course tomorrow I will prolly remember how pissed I am, but today....AHHH...I feel...good.