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[savindus]

I'm cold, I'm bored...and my tooth hurts. I still have a paper to do, but now that the internet decided to shut off and on again today, I don't feel as motivated anymore...I'm more interested in learning about myself...and trying to figure out what I really want to do in life...I love to sing, dance, model, and act. I enjoy Chakras and healing people. I enjoy helping others in counseling, and I enjoy what I have learned so far of Shamanism. I enjoy RPG (mostly D&D and Vampire), and I love writing poetry. I would like to write a song or two someday, but it takes a while to get ideas to come to me and I am not very good at rhyming. I like playing my pretty orange bass guitar (now that I have figured out how to read tabs!). I enjoy learning about the occult. I enjoy crystals, emotions, and senses. I can 'see' spirits, and sometimes I hear things as well. I want to hone these skills because I feel that they are extremely important. I also enjoy learing about other cultures and I love to travel. I need a career in which I am always busy, I can't be still for very long or else I end up feeling worthless. I want to be doing something I enjoy. I know, I know, EVERYONE wants that job...but I want to feel as if I would be GOOD at it, like I won't mess up. I love psychology, but I don't feel as if I would be very good at it. I am afraid that I will mess someone up more than they already are...Besides, I want a job with more creativity. Where my coworkers will laugh and enjoy my company as much as I would enjoy theirs...I don't really care much about how much money I would make...just enough to feed myself and TJ really...does anyone have any ideas?

To make things better, I have no insurance, which means no medicine for me...oh well.