Home
I'm home now, made it about 4:35pm my time. My plane left late from Arkansas and so I missed my next connection. So I hung out in the bar and have coffee with Bailey's and Cream and got to smoke!! Thank goodness that Charlotte is still an airport that you can smoke in the bars. I was there from 9:00am till 12:30. Then next flight had to wait an hour so I was really ready and very glad to be home. My kids talked my ears off (in a good way) and got lots of hugs from Ray. Sanity told me something tonight that made sense and I am going to do my best to look at my family this way from now one. She said (not exactly quoting..but you get the meaning) even though they are my family as long as they feel that way there is nothing I can do. So not to worry about them. Just take care of Ray and the kids. I did tell Ray tonight if it wasn't for my father I would not go back again and right now that is how I feel. So I'm going to try and not let it bother me and just keep all comments/suggestions to my father and go from there.
So anyway that's all for now, I'm very tried but can't sleep---I think I'm excited to be home lol so I hope everyone is doing well.
Hugs and thanks to all for listening and be here for me.