A bit of Rage.
I often think that I am far too crazy for any of this. But then I see some sort of bright shining light and the crazy feeling fades into the darkness along with my rage and things just seem fine. One of my very best friends wrote something the other day, and I would like to do my best to quote it: "It's like I am at a war, and everyone is the enemy, including me."
I had never thought of it that way, but now that I do it's like a light sort of went on in my head and things seem to be a bit more clear.
There are a lot of times where I wish I should show her how clever she really is a lot of the time, but I don't think she would believe me if I did.
Maybe this is a small dedication to her, and hopefully upon reading it maybe she'll get a bit of understanding into why I do and say the things that I do.
It's quite possible she won't but at the end of the day I do not expect many people to understand me the way I tend to understand myself, and I think I sort of like it that way.
I had never thought of it that way, but now that I do it's like a light sort of went on in my head and things seem to be a bit more clear.
There are a lot of times where I wish I should show her how clever she really is a lot of the time, but I don't think she would believe me if I did.
Maybe this is a small dedication to her, and hopefully upon reading it maybe she'll get a bit of understanding into why I do and say the things that I do.
It's quite possible she won't but at the end of the day I do not expect many people to understand me the way I tend to understand myself, and I think I sort of like it that way.