im sitting in computer class
i cant remember the last time i had so little say.
i try to think of things that have happened in the last few months and its honestly all a fog. i know little bits and pieces of things ive done and i remember funny stories but i honestly cant remember when anything happened. and its not bothering me. i dont feel like im fucking up my life im living my life how i want to at this moment. and ive reached this point where i dont care how this affects others ive been too nice and too forgiving to the people around me who have taken advantage of me and im going to get out of this town because im convinced, as beautiful as this place can be that it will destory anyone. and i dont want it to consume me. i dont want this dreary, boring, angry, hateful place to control me.
i try to think of things that have happened in the last few months and its honestly all a fog. i know little bits and pieces of things ive done and i remember funny stories but i honestly cant remember when anything happened. and its not bothering me. i dont feel like im fucking up my life im living my life how i want to at this moment. and ive reached this point where i dont care how this affects others ive been too nice and too forgiving to the people around me who have taken advantage of me and im going to get out of this town because im convinced, as beautiful as this place can be that it will destory anyone. and i dont want it to consume me. i dont want this dreary, boring, angry, hateful place to control me.