Wow, back to LiveJournal.

Oct 31, 2006 14:29

I..... missed it? Ha. I guess I really did. I've been wanting to write a lot lately and myspace is just a little too much like a broadcast. I think it's been a year since I've been on this thing...
Anyway, hey Sarah! lol.
We can be livejournal friends again.

So yeah. School is getting on my nerves.
I feel so bad for having missed so much class time lately, and I have to force myself out of the habit now.
I hope my GPA hasn't suffered as much as I feel like it has...
On that note, I have 6 papers that are all due between now and the end of the first week in November, and I've only started one.
So much stress...

Shane is getting on my nerves, too. I got a text message last night that really made me uncomfortable, and I ignored him, and now I feel bad for that.
But what was I supposed to say?
I just feel like I can't be his friend when he says those things. Which I hate. Because we've been friends for years and have been through so much together.
And when he's like this I just want to avoid him at all costs. It freaks me out. And then I hate myself for ignoring him when I'm pretty much his only friend.

Ugh. Stupid.

Now I guess I should go finish this paper, so it'll officially be one down, 5 to go. School, you make me hate life.

P.S.= Even though I'm complaining a lot I still feel happy over it all, because I've just felt so much closer to God lately. :) So when I think about that, I love life again. Hahaha. I'm a dork.
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