shiiiit on me.
Wierd. I woke up this morning sick to my stomach. Partially because I had a hangover but more so because things kinda hit me when I woke up this morning. Me and Matt broke up. Only two people like us could get into a situation like this. I'm not worried. I'm happy I got the time that I had with him. I actually feel closer to him now. I'm not sure if its permanent, whether it is or isn't I'm ganna be alright with whatever happens. If its over then it was bound to happen eventually. All I know is that last night felt real. I'm sure why it felt so real and so good but it did. I think that two people can date for years and still not get as real as that. I think that it was for one in the five months we were together he knew exactly what I was thinking and I knew exactly what he was thinking. So now I guess I'm waiting to see what happens. Together or not, I'm anticipating something good.
How about I freakin was watching this shit on tv and one of those jamster commercials came on saying some dumb shit about ... can YOU hear the high pitch ring??? YOUR one of the few that can hear the "teen tone" text right now to get the special ring only YOU can hear... I really want to know how many people did that. I wish I could see how many people actually became overcome with curiosity and got that ringtone.