them

[savetheclowns]

That too familiar feeling
Sneaks up on me again
My body starts shaking
My mind is racing
I can’t think straight
I feel like I might explode
My heart pounds on my ribs
Trying to break free
Attacked by it’s own being
I feel so weak
I’ve lost control
And suddenly I am on fire
Burning at my core
Drinking in the sun
Desperately seeking some kind of relief
I will try anything to make this stop
I try to stand
And the world goes black
I lay down
But it doesn’t help
So I’ll just sit here
Suffer
In time the feeling will pass
And my body will be mine again
But for now
I will know what its like
To be one of them