Aug 28, 2004 00:30
what the f***. im suck a werid ass!
well children its another one of those entries, this bitch of a conflict wont die. "hold on to your butts" as samuel l. jackson would say.
so apparently everyone has decided to blame this on me whether they want to admit it or not. no one likes me b/c of shit rumors that have been spread about me hating people that werent true so i politely inform you that i no longer want to be friends which is what i thought you wanted, but apparently it wasnt b/c now im the bitch for saying what no one else would.and now none of you will hang out with brit or julie b/c ill be there and youll feel awkward. sorry to ruin everything. i guess years of friendship with one of you and a geniune effort to reconcile whatever went wrong with two of you are shit. i hope youre happy with the friends you have left b/c ive heard each of you talk shit about everyone in your little group.
stop saying you dont hate people and you arent mad because none of us like eachother anymore. sure you can comment that thats so not the truth and you really love the three (or two) of us but im not stupid. ive come to realize what kind of people you are.
tracy i have no idea what went wrong. weve known and loved eachother for so long and now im inadequate. whatever ill get over it b/c im used to people making swift departures but i dont see why brit has to be treated like crap. shes been there through thick and thin and now you dont care. i may be wrong but in light of recent events i doubt i am.
sam and jes i never really got to know you but i never really had a problem with you. im just completely flabbergasted by it all. how can you dislike me so much when you dont know me at all.
well i could say much more but i wont b/c everything ive written will probably be denied in comments left, if this is even read. so there it is. none of this was my bidding. people grow apart. anyways i have more important things to do. i was in a shopping frezy today and now i have to wrap joann's special treasures for her birthday!