What's normal in the evening by the morning seems insane
....from the new Bright Eyes single. FUCKING BUY IT. Its pretty great. Conor's genius never ceases to amaze me.
Anyway.
Lets see...weekly Sunday weekend recap: so friday the guys went to a concert so christy steph and i went to the HB. Pretty boring, I remembered why we stopped going. Saw Eben, talked to him for a few minutes, no big thing. I mean there's still some feelings there but only when I see him and not enough to get upset over. But actually I just talked to him a while ago and he told me I was being an ass to him when I saw him Friday. Hmm....lets try and interprite this, shall we? "being an ass" = "you arent in love with me anymore and it hurts my inflamed ego." Basically. Nah no big thing though I'm actually glad we still talk, he's a cool guy. Speaking of cool guys, I'm a TERRIBLE person. I missed Tom's birthday. It was Friday. And not only did I not call him, but he called me on Saturday and I didn't even remember to say it then. Wow I'm a bad friend. Anyways, back to the weekend. So after the HB we went to Denny's which was actually fun, I yelled at Christy for criticising Madonna and some random hot guy talked to us so that was enjoyable. So then we met Mike, Matt, Shane, and John back at Mikes house and just hung out in the backyard smoking for a while. Fun stuff. Then Mike decided to go to sleep around 3 but we decided to be badasses and pull an all-nighter, or actually I decided for everyone else that they were going to. So we all just hung out in cars on Mikes street the whole night. It was very very fun. It was actually pretty awesome to be sitting in the car when it was pouring all around us, I love that feeling. Anyways yea that was a pretty fucking fun night/morning. So Matt had to go to work at like 7, which sucked, so I went to hang out in Shane and Christy's car. Haha it was pretty funny actually i started drawing pictures in the dew on shane's window while he was asleep...it was amusing. so then we went back to christys and eventually got some sleep like around noon. crazy. so when we finally got up, we went to eat at olive garden (soooo good) and then went back to mikes, which was great. shane and matt weren't there so we didnt have to actually try to look cute, we just showed up in pajamas it was fun to not care for once. however, we went to thomas's after that and it became an issue when some of his hot friends came over and we looked like ass. o yea and christy actually passed on smoking at thomas's, i was shocked, she never passes. anyways today we just slept, got my oil changed, and then hung out at mikes for a little while before i had to leave.
so all in all a good weekend, but...i dont know. im just not sure what i should do. basically, the issue is that i like him. and that he still has a girlfriend, thats the real issue. so i honestly am at a loss for what i am supposed to do.
ok interjection, eben found out i had sex with someone else and now hes saying hes gonna have sex with someone else to get back at me man fuck him he doesnt give a shit and probably never did so why is he even pretending to be jealous?
ok well its 12:19 am and i need a cigarette. seriosuly though, i dont know what to do-tell me!
sarah
Anyway.
Lets see...weekly Sunday weekend recap: so friday the guys went to a concert so christy steph and i went to the HB. Pretty boring, I remembered why we stopped going. Saw Eben, talked to him for a few minutes, no big thing. I mean there's still some feelings there but only when I see him and not enough to get upset over. But actually I just talked to him a while ago and he told me I was being an ass to him when I saw him Friday. Hmm....lets try and interprite this, shall we? "being an ass" = "you arent in love with me anymore and it hurts my inflamed ego." Basically. Nah no big thing though I'm actually glad we still talk, he's a cool guy. Speaking of cool guys, I'm a TERRIBLE person. I missed Tom's birthday. It was Friday. And not only did I not call him, but he called me on Saturday and I didn't even remember to say it then. Wow I'm a bad friend. Anyways, back to the weekend. So after the HB we went to Denny's which was actually fun, I yelled at Christy for criticising Madonna and some random hot guy talked to us so that was enjoyable. So then we met Mike, Matt, Shane, and John back at Mikes house and just hung out in the backyard smoking for a while. Fun stuff. Then Mike decided to go to sleep around 3 but we decided to be badasses and pull an all-nighter, or actually I decided for everyone else that they were going to. So we all just hung out in cars on Mikes street the whole night. It was very very fun. It was actually pretty awesome to be sitting in the car when it was pouring all around us, I love that feeling. Anyways yea that was a pretty fucking fun night/morning. So Matt had to go to work at like 7, which sucked, so I went to hang out in Shane and Christy's car. Haha it was pretty funny actually i started drawing pictures in the dew on shane's window while he was asleep...it was amusing. so then we went back to christys and eventually got some sleep like around noon. crazy. so when we finally got up, we went to eat at olive garden (soooo good) and then went back to mikes, which was great. shane and matt weren't there so we didnt have to actually try to look cute, we just showed up in pajamas it was fun to not care for once. however, we went to thomas's after that and it became an issue when some of his hot friends came over and we looked like ass. o yea and christy actually passed on smoking at thomas's, i was shocked, she never passes. anyways today we just slept, got my oil changed, and then hung out at mikes for a little while before i had to leave.
so all in all a good weekend, but...i dont know. im just not sure what i should do. basically, the issue is that i like him. and that he still has a girlfriend, thats the real issue. so i honestly am at a loss for what i am supposed to do.
ok interjection, eben found out i had sex with someone else and now hes saying hes gonna have sex with someone else to get back at me man fuck him he doesnt give a shit and probably never did so why is he even pretending to be jealous?
ok well its 12:19 am and i need a cigarette. seriosuly though, i dont know what to do-tell me!
sarah