Oct 17, 2002 00:57
So, yeah I'm still pretty, ok a lot, bummed out from this weekend. I'm honestly not feeling any better than I was Sunday. I'm still sick, coughing my lungs out, and bummed as fuck. How fun, huh?
Whenever I listen to this CD, I get into this really sweet mood. I'm sure half of you reading from my friends list are disgusted, but ah well. I love it. I miss Sara so much. I just want to go to sleep and wake up and remember, 'Oh yeah, it's all a dream, and today you are going to pack your shit and go to Sara's house.' Yeah, how great that would be. Instead tomorrow I will wake up and wonder why the hell I had to get up in the first place. Sleep is good. When you are down, it is the only escape from reality.
My brother in law came by earlier to set up my surround sound speakers for my xbox, and I must say that it is sweet sounding. I was playing Halo and it sounded like I was right there. I have two in the back of my room on my bed post, and three in the front, plus the main huge one that makes 6. That was the highlight of my day. I played it with that for a while. I'm such a loser.
Well, I just wanted to suprise everybody and write a little in my journal before going to bed. I keep coughing and it's making my headache even worse everytime. God I hate this shit..
Peace, Love, and Punk RAWK,
Dustin