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My latest obsession....tennis. I love playing tennis even though I'm not to good at it. I decided to try tennis out of the blue b/c i want to see if I really work at something how good I can become at it. Like the things I'm good at now I was just naturally good at, but this I really have to work at. It's like that show MADE on MTV but this is my own personal made and try-outs are in February, so I have a good month to reach my goal. I've been playing everyday with Veronica or my mom plus I need to run and do some weight lifting to stregnthen me arms. Tennis works your whole body which is good. And I'm out of shape b/c after playing so much my muscles hurt especially my ass lol.
I was thinking about how it's 2005 and all. wow...2005. I'm the class of 2006, one more year. So where was I this time last year? I'm not exactly sure but I know that I wasnt as smart as I am now. It's amazing how much a year changes a person. First of all I'm not blonde anymore lol. I'm not as reserved as I used to be. I don't pretend to get along with people i don't like, like I used to. I don't form conclusions about people anymore b/c first, second, and even third, and fourth impressions can be deceiving. I don't wish I was somewhere else like i used to b/c when you think about it, if you can't be happy in this town how are you gonna make yourself happy in another town. I've learned that being a atheist doesnt make sense, it just makes you closeminded. I've learned to work for my money. And I've learned that there are just some people in life that you just have to accept and then ignore b/c they will never go away, there will always be ppl like them wherever you go and you just have to accept there prescence. I also have a completely new set of friends then I did this time last year. A really great set of friends that I know will see me through to 2006. So when I compare the person I was in 2004 to the person I am now it makes me wonder what kind of person I will be in 2006.
I was thinking about how it's 2005 and all. wow...2005. I'm the class of 2006, one more year. So where was I this time last year? I'm not exactly sure but I know that I wasnt as smart as I am now. It's amazing how much a year changes a person. First of all I'm not blonde anymore lol. I'm not as reserved as I used to be. I don't pretend to get along with people i don't like, like I used to. I don't form conclusions about people anymore b/c first, second, and even third, and fourth impressions can be deceiving. I don't wish I was somewhere else like i used to b/c when you think about it, if you can't be happy in this town how are you gonna make yourself happy in another town. I've learned that being a atheist doesnt make sense, it just makes you closeminded. I've learned to work for my money. And I've learned that there are just some people in life that you just have to accept and then ignore b/c they will never go away, there will always be ppl like them wherever you go and you just have to accept there prescence. I also have a completely new set of friends then I did this time last year. A really great set of friends that I know will see me through to 2006. So when I compare the person I was in 2004 to the person I am now it makes me wonder what kind of person I will be in 2006.