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it's one of those times in life where you truly must decide what it is you must do to acheive balance in this world.
i wish i could still write songs....
i wish i had more time....
i wish, that for a prolonged amount of time, everything could just be okay...
i wish that i wasn't turning into a cynical, angst ridden bitch....
and sometimes i wish, as much as i love him, that i never did meet him.
sometimes i think a numb life is much better than having a life that has a lot of pain and a little joy...
...pain sometimes just isn't worth the joy.
i wish i could still write songs....
i wish i had more time....
i wish, that for a prolonged amount of time, everything could just be okay...
i wish that i wasn't turning into a cynical, angst ridden bitch....
and sometimes i wish, as much as i love him, that i never did meet him.
sometimes i think a numb life is much better than having a life that has a lot of pain and a little joy...
...pain sometimes just isn't worth the joy.