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what to do, OH what to do... so much shit is goin on! hung out with hunter and everything, EVERYTIME he see's me he repeats how much he fucked up and how much he didnt know what he had until he lost it. blah blah blah. well, tonight dave called and asked me if i wanted to go out with him... and my reply? .. "i dont know".. beth likes him. thats the only problem, OH.. and maybe that he.. 21!! which is bad/not bad. for certain reasons, but to pull that off with my mom? IMPOSSIBLE. she thinks his name is josh and that he's 18. damn. i am very stumped about this whole deal.. but yeah.. what to do.. someone help me... will yah! on another note, im hanging out at ashley comers.. debateing whether to make use of the hot tub, or just sit around and watch tv and wait for the smirnoff(?) to knock me out. chugged the whole damn thing and im not asleep yet. damn.. haha. well. im off to the couch to watch some tv, after a nice newport. ha gnight all.