raw fucking fiction.

[savemesailor]

after two weeks of having my mom stay with me and take care of me, she left me for three days and is back in full effect. shes talking to the dog as i type this and i dont know if im feeling depressed. im on so much medication i dont think i know how to feel. i have eyes that still do not work properly and a face thats still numb. i have no source of income right now, no way of getting money from the insurance-less/license-less lady who hit me, and i still cannot work due to my impaired eyesight. also, a boy (who ive been with well over a year) who left town for over a month only to come back and tell me he cares for me but isnt in love. yeah, i already fucking knew that so why are you still around?
im just counting down the days...
i dont know to what yet, but its gonna be good. i fucking know it.


i truly do not give a fuck anymore.