Rambles over Gambles
Aside from this trip.
Aside from this experience.
Aside from everything.
I'm falling back into old Toronto routine, despite me being far away.
I met someone who I really enjoy and I really hope it doesn't turn to shit when I get back home.
These past few days or week, I've been discussing relationships, other peoples problems, how people are in relationships, happy or not and my own dating rules and past history.
Whatever the case, long term or short term - when you fall for someone and they turn around and hurt you - it stings.
To me, it may hurt forever even though you're over it - it's something that happened that affected your life and how you deal with relationships along the way.
Being hurt, to me, is a good thing - because it teaches you something in the end. But now, in my life - i don't want to be hurt like that - ever again - I need .. need.. something real, i'm ready for it and i really hope i'm not just saying that - because i don't want to be ..
but i don't need another asshole - i need someone that is good for me - that will teach me something, show me something different - and it's something i want and need.
I feel like things are clearer to me now (to some extent)
I don't want things to change in Toronto. I hope what I learned , does not fade away.
So maybe, even though it did hurt - maybe some people that come along the way are worth the gamble.
And if i want something i should go after it as opposed to sitting on my ass doing nothing about it.
Maybe people should open their mouths more often and speak what is on their mind, maybe that would solve a couple of things in this world (or just cause more chaos - who knows).
So - take that chance! Don't just say it - do it.
Aside from this experience.
Aside from everything.
I'm falling back into old Toronto routine, despite me being far away.
I met someone who I really enjoy and I really hope it doesn't turn to shit when I get back home.
These past few days or week, I've been discussing relationships, other peoples problems, how people are in relationships, happy or not and my own dating rules and past history.
Whatever the case, long term or short term - when you fall for someone and they turn around and hurt you - it stings.
To me, it may hurt forever even though you're over it - it's something that happened that affected your life and how you deal with relationships along the way.
Being hurt, to me, is a good thing - because it teaches you something in the end. But now, in my life - i don't want to be hurt like that - ever again - I need .. need.. something real, i'm ready for it and i really hope i'm not just saying that - because i don't want to be ..
but i don't need another asshole - i need someone that is good for me - that will teach me something, show me something different - and it's something i want and need.
I feel like things are clearer to me now (to some extent)
I don't want things to change in Toronto. I hope what I learned , does not fade away.
So maybe, even though it did hurt - maybe some people that come along the way are worth the gamble.
And if i want something i should go after it as opposed to sitting on my ass doing nothing about it.
Maybe people should open their mouths more often and speak what is on their mind, maybe that would solve a couple of things in this world (or just cause more chaos - who knows).
So - take that chance! Don't just say it - do it.