Baby Body...
"Liz hates her body, her baby body
she thinks that everybody's looking at the way
her figures changed
But she's on this bus, it always moves so slow
Regrets her haircut, a career-ruining haircut
She should have got it cut by her student
friend, he's asked her to for weeks
But she hates that public transport moves so slow
you wanted everything to change but
you could only change your name
you've got to rise above it now, you're more
important than the game
than the game, more important than the game..."
I'm talking to Jeff...he's back to normal. He's excited to see me. Things are good. I'm still sort of jealous...like he said he went to a party at the Girls Rugbee House... I know he's going to interact with girls and I also know that he won't cheat on me. I still get jealous. But I mean he gets jealous when I go to hang out with Mike.... especailly he does of the idea of me and Mike watching tv in my attic. I'll admit it...sometimes I say stuff just to make him jealou son purpose. I know it's evil, but it kind of makes me see that he cares. I just want him to want to be with me. But I know that when I go to college I'll go to parties at Frat Houses and shit... I just... I just really don't want him to find someone better than me...you know?
I can't wait to visit him!!!! 5 days to wait!!!! It makes things so much easier knowing I'll be able to see him for a couple days. I think the rest of the time will be easier after I just see him. I just hope he tells people he has a girlfriend... shit I am soooo fucking paranoid.
Things other than that are ok. I've started a new live journal so this will probably be my last entry in this one. My knew one is "starving2besafe" My computer's been weird though so I don't know if it will work right away. If it doesn't than well... I guess I'll keeping writing in this one.
Jeff thinks I'm a loser for having a livejournal. I woon't tell him what mine is. And I said it was nothing about him. Even though it is COMPLETEY about him.... Funny how much he changes my attitude.
she thinks that everybody's looking at the way
her figures changed
But she's on this bus, it always moves so slow
Regrets her haircut, a career-ruining haircut
She should have got it cut by her student
friend, he's asked her to for weeks
But she hates that public transport moves so slow
you wanted everything to change but
you could only change your name
you've got to rise above it now, you're more
important than the game
than the game, more important than the game..."
I'm talking to Jeff...he's back to normal. He's excited to see me. Things are good. I'm still sort of jealous...like he said he went to a party at the Girls Rugbee House... I know he's going to interact with girls and I also know that he won't cheat on me. I still get jealous. But I mean he gets jealous when I go to hang out with Mike.... especailly he does of the idea of me and Mike watching tv in my attic. I'll admit it...sometimes I say stuff just to make him jealou son purpose. I know it's evil, but it kind of makes me see that he cares. I just want him to want to be with me. But I know that when I go to college I'll go to parties at Frat Houses and shit... I just... I just really don't want him to find someone better than me...you know?
I can't wait to visit him!!!! 5 days to wait!!!! It makes things so much easier knowing I'll be able to see him for a couple days. I think the rest of the time will be easier after I just see him. I just hope he tells people he has a girlfriend... shit I am soooo fucking paranoid.
Things other than that are ok. I've started a new live journal so this will probably be my last entry in this one. My knew one is "starving2besafe" My computer's been weird though so I don't know if it will work right away. If it doesn't than well... I guess I'll keeping writing in this one.
Jeff thinks I'm a loser for having a livejournal. I woon't tell him what mine is. And I said it was nothing about him. Even though it is COMPLETEY about him.... Funny how much he changes my attitude.