Dreams?!?!?!?!?!?!?
O my goodness. These dreams ive been having are crazy. It's like my heart wants to be with someone, my head is kinda torn, and my spirit wonders if this is what God wants right now for me. And all this is mixed up in these dreams. One second I'll be with someone in the dream, then I won't, then I kind of will. And really, I kinda like it because it's like a test drive for my emotions(like i said in an earlier post). The weirdest thing is, right when I wake up, I'll forget 75 percent of the dream. I know I was "with" someone but I'll forget what she looked like. Very strange.
Night before last, in a dream one of my x's was at a football game(weird cuz ive never gone out with a girl that liked football) and I showed up and she told me to go home(apparantly in the dream we were still going out).
Emotionally I was ready a month and a half ago, intellectually, a few days before that but I still don't know if spiritually I am ready. I don't know if this is what God wants for me right now. If He wants me to be with someone, I will. Only God knows where I'll be in a month, 2 or 6. One day I'll totally be ready then the next, I'm full of doubts. This is another reason why i am not going after anyone, because on top of all this, I still have school and I am going back to work(knock on wood).
Night before last, in a dream one of my x's was at a football game(weird cuz ive never gone out with a girl that liked football) and I showed up and she told me to go home(apparantly in the dream we were still going out).
Emotionally I was ready a month and a half ago, intellectually, a few days before that but I still don't know if spiritually I am ready. I don't know if this is what God wants for me right now. If He wants me to be with someone, I will. Only God knows where I'll be in a month, 2 or 6. One day I'll totally be ready then the next, I'm full of doubts. This is another reason why i am not going after anyone, because on top of all this, I still have school and I am going back to work(knock on wood).