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For those of you who didn't hear...
So when I got up today. I complained to myself at how other than a candle party I was going to on Tuesday and seeing my best friend again that I haven't seen in month..that my week was gonna be boring. And then I decided to go to the mall with a friend tonight. Just as we were headed back toward Sears and such her phone rings. When she tells me it's my mom..I know something has to be wrong...
Me: Hello
Her: ..is dead
Me: What?!?! (i didn't hear the first part)
Her: Granny is dead
Me: WHAT?!?!?!
Her: Sharon came home from work and she was on the floor. I need you to come home. I'm alone. My pastor and his wife are on the way.
Me: I'm on the way
*CRIES*
Actually...I haven't been able to cry much yet. I guess the shock is to hard. I've cried maybe 3 times. And it wasn't heavy tears. I think I probably will tomorrow once I'm down in Orlando with my aunt and stuff. Be praying for her. That she doesn't blame herself. She returned to work for the first time today after being home w/ my grandma for 3 months...it's NOT her fault though. Like Phil Courson said..when it's your day to go, no matter where you are or what you do it will happen. You can't prevent it. My grandma wasn't saved. My aunt isn't either. My aunt that is coming down from PA is though. I'm glad she gets to come! It's just...so hard...I don't know exactly how to feel. I'm sad, in shock, grieving, remorse, anger even..angry that I couldn't say goodbye. That the last time I saw her it wasn't for even 5 mins. It's just all so sudden and... =\ I don't know...I'll not be around a whole lot the rest of the week...I may be on a little bit at night and stuff. Just please be praying for us all. Thank you guys. I love you all!
And Keith..thank you from the bottom of my heart for helping me out tonight. I'm glad you saw the popup of my IM. Thanks for everything.
So when I got up today. I complained to myself at how other than a candle party I was going to on Tuesday and seeing my best friend again that I haven't seen in month..that my week was gonna be boring. And then I decided to go to the mall with a friend tonight. Just as we were headed back toward Sears and such her phone rings. When she tells me it's my mom..I know something has to be wrong...
Me: Hello
Her: ..is dead
Me: What?!?! (i didn't hear the first part)
Her: Granny is dead
Me: WHAT?!?!?!
Her: Sharon came home from work and she was on the floor. I need you to come home. I'm alone. My pastor and his wife are on the way.
Me: I'm on the way
*CRIES*
Actually...I haven't been able to cry much yet. I guess the shock is to hard. I've cried maybe 3 times. And it wasn't heavy tears. I think I probably will tomorrow once I'm down in Orlando with my aunt and stuff. Be praying for her. That she doesn't blame herself. She returned to work for the first time today after being home w/ my grandma for 3 months...it's NOT her fault though. Like Phil Courson said..when it's your day to go, no matter where you are or what you do it will happen. You can't prevent it. My grandma wasn't saved. My aunt isn't either. My aunt that is coming down from PA is though. I'm glad she gets to come! It's just...so hard...I don't know exactly how to feel. I'm sad, in shock, grieving, remorse, anger even..angry that I couldn't say goodbye. That the last time I saw her it wasn't for even 5 mins. It's just all so sudden and... =\ I don't know...I'll not be around a whole lot the rest of the week...I may be on a little bit at night and stuff. Just please be praying for us all. Thank you guys. I love you all!
And Keith..thank you from the bottom of my heart for helping me out tonight. I'm glad you saw the popup of my IM. Thanks for everything.